I am trying not to stress too much about the house selling and everything else that is happening in the next few months. I am a bit sad at the moment though as I am stressing about keeping everything clean and tidy for inspections/open house and with Cadell being very unsettled the last few days (teething/sore throat) it has made things difficult and I am exhausted. I am sad that I can't let him make a mess and do things like painting and colouring with him at the moment. I can't wait to be in our new place that hopefully will have a really good outdoor area and we can do painting/sand play/water play outside a lot before the new baby is born.
I am also sad that I haven't really given the new baby much thought over the past 6-7 weeks. Really since the beginning of the year. It has been a much different pregnancy to Cadell's, in alot of ways it has been a simple pregnancy, as I have just literally been too busy to think much about symptoms etc. I guess that comes with subsequent pregnancies. I couldn't make it to my 30 week hospital appointment on Wednesday and they couldn't reschedule so I am just going to see the Dr but can't get in to see her until I'm nearly 32 which is when i need to go for another appointment anyway so will just have to miss my 30 week one. Its not like they can do anything anyway. The only thing i might be concerned about is how he is growing, but he moves plenty and I've been keeping an eye on that. I am exhausted and a bit lightheaded often but with what we have been undertaking lately its not surprising.
I originally wanted to start this blog to record lots of details about my pregnancy and time with Cadell but with everything that has been happening I haven't felt like keeping up. I would like to now though. Still unsure if I will make this blog public or not, but I would first like to start getting myself into a routine of posting a few times a week to keep up. Will see how I go. I really want to document the new baby's first months of life well, so want to get into a habit before then.
I am also sad that I haven't really given the new baby much thought over the past 6-7 weeks. Really since the beginning of the year. It has been a much different pregnancy to Cadell's, in alot of ways it has been a simple pregnancy, as I have just literally been too busy to think much about symptoms etc. I guess that comes with subsequent pregnancies. I couldn't make it to my 30 week hospital appointment on Wednesday and they couldn't reschedule so I am just going to see the Dr but can't get in to see her until I'm nearly 32 which is when i need to go for another appointment anyway so will just have to miss my 30 week one. Its not like they can do anything anyway. The only thing i might be concerned about is how he is growing, but he moves plenty and I've been keeping an eye on that. I am exhausted and a bit lightheaded often but with what we have been undertaking lately its not surprising.
I originally wanted to start this blog to record lots of details about my pregnancy and time with Cadell but with everything that has been happening I haven't felt like keeping up. I would like to now though. Still unsure if I will make this blog public or not, but I would first like to start getting myself into a routine of posting a few times a week to keep up. Will see how I go. I really want to document the new baby's first months of life well, so want to get into a habit before then.
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